Things cannot look all right so long as I

Am not all right who see–therefore not right Can see. The lamp within sends out the light Which shows the things; and if its rays go wry, Or are not white, they must part show a lie. The man, half-cured, did men not trees conclude, Because he moving saw what else had seemed a wood.

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new video > cold cold girl

This is a song I did some time ago… the drums are actually a ‘slowed down to lower pitch’ groove at around 65 BPM. Some minor percussion was added. Vocals were run through the Orange Vocoder. I did a lot of vocal emoting, but I don’t think I did more than a couple of total

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What if, writing, I always seem to leave

Some better thing, or better way, behind, Why should I therefore fret at all, or grieve! The worse I drop, that I the better find; The best is only in thy perfect mind. Fallen threads I will not search for–I will weave. Who makes the mill-wheel backward strike to grind! GM

Disguise of the Actual

Our actual life is a disguise, no one expresses what he really is. Job could not express actually, either before or after his suffering, what he really was. The ”great Divine event” to which we look forward is when the earth will actually express itself as a work of God, and saints will actually express

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Amazed at sightless whirring of their wheels,

Confounded with the recklessness and strife, Distract with fears of what may next ensue, Some break rude exit from the house of life, And plunge into a silence out of view– Whence not a cry, no wafture once reveals What door they have broke open with the knife. GM

Et tu?

When I was young I wrote a lot of little poems, mostly about the beauty and necessity of Wonder; which was a genuine feeling with me, as it is still. The power of seeing plain things and landscapes in a kind of sunlight of surprise; the power of jumping at the sight of a bird

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“It is simply no good trying to keep any thrill:

that is the very worst thing you can do. Let the thrill go—let it die away—go on through that period of death into the quieter interest and happiness that follow—and you will find you are living in a world of new thrills all the time. But if you decide to make thrills your regular diet

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Dietrich Bonhoeffer Letters and Papers from Prison:

Nothing we despise in the other man is entirely absent from ourselves. We must learn to regard people less in the light of what they do or omit to do, and more in the light of what they suffer. Quality is the greatest enemy of any kind of mass-leveling. Socially it means the renunciation of

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New Song! hear the drum